Hell For One

Love is free but I paid the price.

I couldn’t help it. Got lost in those eyes.

 

I wanted to believe, so I told myself lies.

Where once there was laughter, now only cries.

 

How did I get here? I lead myself on.

All the time knowing, it was all so wrong.

 

Now is the hardest, loving myself.

Kicked from the pedestal, placed on the shelf.

 

It started as fun, but I got attached.

All in my head, I tumbled and crashed.

 

But you didn’t feel it, your conscience is clear.

It was only me who ran with a tear.

 

I see you’re still swiping, going out, having fun.

I need to escape this lonely hell for one.